Monday, June 28, 2010

Humph...

Because I like that this blog is real.
Because I like that it reflects who I am.

Because everyone has good days and bad days and I am no exception...

  • Little things were more frustrating than they should have been.
  • Big things seemed like HUGE things.
  • I questioned myself.
  • I felt unhappy, and then I felt even more unhappy for allowing myself to feel unhappy.
  • I felt angry for letting other people influence my happiness.
  • I felt sorry that my husband had to deal with my breakdown.
BUT THEN...

  • I thought about the little things, and how some little things can go a long way in cheering me up.
  • Those big things shrunk a little bit.
  • I still questioned myself (because I always do).
  • I remembered that there are a lot of things in my life that I am happy about.
  • I felt angry that I let myself get so angry... and then smiled to myself because that is just silly.
  • I still feel sorry, but I am incredibly grateful to have a supportive husband to make me feel better.
And do you want to know something else? ... Tomorrow is a new day. And that's pretty awesome.

7 amazing people left comments:

Krysten @ After 'I Do' said...

I know how you feel but it's so good to then turn around and be positive!

P.S. I'm doing a MN/WI blog get together in August. If you'd be interested, feel free to check out my blog and send me an email.

Heather said...

I am glad that you were able to take a step back and cheer yourself up a little. And your hubby sounds like a great guy for helping you through it.

And you're right. Tomorrow is a new day. And that is pretty awesome :)

(Jen) scrapmommytn said...

Way to go! I wish i could turn my frown upside down like that when I have my down days. :)

daMamma said...

I think you were very brave to expose yourself to us like that. Thank you for sharing.

I think your hubby is great, too.

furrypig said...

I love blogs like yours Sam and the fact that you ' keep it real' is sooo important! I appreciate your honesty hugs xxx

Amanda Lynne said...

Oh my! I feel like that a lot!
Glad you started feeling a bit better.

darcie said...

You are right - tomorrow is a new day...
xoxo